Do you believe in fate?

Thursday, February 26, 2015

Saturday, February 14, 2015

День святого апельсина ❤️

Ах ты девочка моя,
Ну зачем же ты ушла,
Неужели был плохой?
Неужели хуй косой.

Ну любил Я тебя блядь, 
И влюбился я опять, 
Я всегда тебя любил,
Я судьбой тебя словил. 

Нахуя ты блять врала, 
Мне уши загадила. 
Верил я тебя всегда,
Кисочка невинная. 

И прощаю я тебя,
За все обидные слова.
А простишь ли ты меня,
За все вот эти вот слова.

За тебя бы зарубил,
Хоть любого уволил,
И француза И банкира
Вот любого глядь дебила. 

Воевали мы с тобой,
Воевали над чепухой.
И Любили, целовались,
А потом ножом бросались.

Ах ты кисочка моя,
Вообще увижу я тебя? 



Киска, это маленький подарок для тебя на день святого Валентина.
Помни, да мы ругались, да мы ссорились. Ну всё всегда можно исправить, 
Если оба это хотят. Даже если мы не встретимся никогда, Я желаю тебе счастья любви, здоровья, И много радости. Помни! Будапешт, наши встречи, Любовь, чувства, все было не зря, И не случайно, это то что называется вторая настоящая Половинка.
Мы много ругались Вика, из-за того что я агрессивно себя Вёл рядом с тобой, агрессивным был, из за того что ты мне врала, ещё хуже этого, оправдывала вранье. Я тебя принимаю такая какая ты есть, главное не скрывать И не врать. Удачи :)


Friday, February 6, 2015

Day: 84

Dear Loved one,
Days going by, life goes on, but I always find that spare minute to think of you.
The sound of waves, the sound of wind, the sound of rain reminds me of you.
So close yet so far. The theory of possibility, what are the chance to be found on same universe, same galaxy, same planet, same continent, same country, same city, so close to each other, yet never meet.
Mistakes of youth, sometimes they make us lose something you will be looking for in the future, so am I. Even if we spend our lives never seeing each other again, I pray every day for you to be happy and strong. Asking god to protect you and help you with all your desires. All I do when I think of you is smile, because I REMEMBER EVERY SINGLE SECOND WE SPENT TOGETHER.

Of course I love you.

In the hardest times, in the deepest weeps you might have lost the belief of my love.
In the pain of fights, in the joy of nights you didn't know how truly I love you.
But sometimes, the heart knows things the mind fails to accept.
We will live all our lives separated, never meeting again, never seeing the morning smile we used to have, never smelling the food we used to cook for each other, never going crazy again together, never exploring the world hand to hand, never hugging and staring into the eyes of each other pointlessly hours over hours. But there is one truth, one truth that we will never be able to erase from our mind.
You wasn't able to find love prior to us meeting, and I asked god to show me the way and let me meet the woman that is the lost part of me. We met, the tree T&M approved of us. Never doubt fate, fate is god, god is belief, belief is the heart. But we were so young and inexperienced and we fought, over so many childish things. Did wrong to each other. But the tree is still existing and we are separated by our minds. Our souls hug each other every day and night.
God created the universe, created man and woman in one body and one soul. They were always fighting and asked god to be separated, god did so. Ever since, the one became two pieces of one soul that spend the journey of life in seeking for the second part. When they find, they become one complete soul. We had that, thats why all other pieces of soul saw us, how do you call it? Married!
Marriage is the fusion of two souls that used to be one, thats true marriage.
I wasn't rich, I wasn't experienced, I wasn't always calm, I wasn't supportive as much as desired I wasn't even hugging when crying. But one thing I am, that can never change, that one thing you know deep down in your heart. The tree.

No matter how you think I felt of you, your heart knows the answer. You felt it in the hugs, felt it in the journey, felt it in the staring straight to the eyes, felt every bit of it.
Hope you have fun there, go and live the life we were given, be happy and be a good wife to the man you chose, be loyal and honest, supportive and responsive. And Ill go conquer the world, seed the big dreams I have. But the tree will be there even after our bodies fail to wake up.


Alexander,