Of course I love you.

In the hardest times, in the deepest weeps you might have lost the belief of my love.
In the pain of fights, in the joy of nights you didn't know how truly I love you.
But sometimes, the heart knows things the mind fails to accept.
We will live all our lives separated, never meeting again, never seeing the morning smile we used to have, never smelling the food we used to cook for each other, never going crazy again together, never exploring the world hand to hand, never hugging and staring into the eyes of each other pointlessly hours over hours. But there is one truth, one truth that we will never be able to erase from our mind.
You wasn't able to find love prior to us meeting, and I asked god to show me the way and let me meet the woman that is the lost part of me. We met, the tree T&M approved of us. Never doubt fate, fate is god, god is belief, belief is the heart. But we were so young and inexperienced and we fought, over so many childish things. Did wrong to each other. But the tree is still existing and we are separated by our minds. Our souls hug each other every day and night.
God created the universe, created man and woman in one body and one soul. They were always fighting and asked god to be separated, god did so. Ever since, the one became two pieces of one soul that spend the journey of life in seeking for the second part. When they find, they become one complete soul. We had that, thats why all other pieces of soul saw us, how do you call it? Married!
Marriage is the fusion of two souls that used to be one, thats true marriage.
I wasn't rich, I wasn't experienced, I wasn't always calm, I wasn't supportive as much as desired I wasn't even hugging when crying. But one thing I am, that can never change, that one thing you know deep down in your heart. The tree.

No matter how you think I felt of you, your heart knows the answer. You felt it in the hugs, felt it in the journey, felt it in the staring straight to the eyes, felt every bit of it.
Hope you have fun there, go and live the life we were given, be happy and be a good wife to the man you chose, be loyal and honest, supportive and responsive. And Ill go conquer the world, seed the big dreams I have. But the tree will be there even after our bodies fail to wake up.


Alexander,