One step away from success

This post is purity dedicated to one of the greatest lessons everybody can learn in life.

Sometimes you give up 1 step before reaching the success.

It looks just like this. I can't stress enough and tell people that PERFECT does not exist.
PERFECT is made, and even then the process of perfecting yourself will never end as learning continues far beyond your time spend on earth. What makes you perfect, is the studying and learning, the realization of a mistake and the ability to forgive, understand, fix and continue.
Don't give up when you think it is too hard too handle, don't give up when you think that's not right direction, don't give up when you think your are lost and will never reach your destination, just continue digging or you might miss your diamonds.


Few words to Viki:
Our first year was a spoiler for our lives, how loving we are, how caring, how emotional and adventurous we are. It was a teaser, a trailer, a sneak pick to our future. It was wonderful and both of use were extremely happy we found each other. But with every movie, comes the ticket price. Same goes with life, there is a price for everything. After the spoilers and trailers came time to work for it, nothing good comes free in our lives, even God doesn't give you free blessings besides LOVE.
You have to pray for the rest.

Same went with our relationship, we had LOVE one of the most rare things to find. Great! Now what? what the heck is LOVE good for when we like fight every Monday and Friday, hell! Almost every day! Well, Love is the diamonds. Fighting is the digging. We had to learn many lessons in order to sustain life and be ready for the challenges and become a team, Instant bond is a weak bond, growing bond is the one that can't be broken. Just like trees grows roots deep into the ground, slowly but surely, the deeper they are, the stronger it is.

I had to learn a lot, you had to learn a lot. Even I had so many moments of willing to give up and just finding my happiness elsewhere, but the truth is, You are my happiness, that's why I was so broken, upset, sad, fighting and not giving up all this time. And sometimes we didn't really listen to each other and skipped the chance to understand few lessons. I didn't show you enough how I really love you and instead spoke only when I was SO pissed at you and these words were out of my anger and not from my heart and soul, but even then all I was thinking about is how I love you and how. You on the other hand, didn't give me the time and space to understand the mistakes I am making and also the things you do that hurt and upset me and therefore was all that chaos. You were afraid to lose me when I asked for space, and I felt that pressure and wanted to jump further away from you and it just gotten worse with time until the break up.

The moment you left, you gave me what I asked for, time and space. Not to seek for other chicks as you thought I would, but to realize what makes use sad, and how to make us both understanding, how to talk to you, how to solve our issues, make order in my head. Couldn't you just give me some time earlier? hhh.

But as life always keeps teaching, that was the right way to learn this lesson. The important thing is that we learn it, remember it and use it the next time we find each other.


Peace, Alexander.